Sentimentalia – Norah Kratz
Sitting on the carpet,
falling asleep on a cream painted windowsill.
I was a velvety little girl, with sour candy veins
It was naptime, but my eyes were winking, young
Crept to the glass and looked at the children
Searching for blue eggs, round heads slouching
There are two, Little Girl and Little Boy
Baskets hoop through their mosquito-sweet arms
They are my sugar sap, my earliest memory
Little Girl and Little Boy sing with the cicadas
The foamy notes create the ballad of nostalgia
The anthem of a more sublime hour
Time danced like a drunken man, looping back
Knotting over my head until it drops onto my chest
My cheeks are red, my eyes, the tips of my fingers
Red from remembering, red from forgetting, red, red
Cream paint smells of childhood that wails, sobs
I see the girl on the sill, sighing warm, milky sleep
I wish I could kiss her eyelids, say
Please stay awake, look around!
The divine sun is shining now, but booming clouds come
Oh, please, the wind is rising, screaming
It drowns out all of the delicate, larking voices
Of the Little Children and the cicadas
Singing, singing