Cakes
1963, Wayne Thiebaud
Youssef Helmi
For the man it is the most special of days,
so he is at the shop when its doors open
at eight, though the lights have been on
for hours. The air inside is cold and, like
a harp’s strings, vibrating with the baker’s
work. The musical score to his arrival is
the ovens’ groans rattling through the faded
teal flooring. Behind the register is a wall
with a window, and through it he sees the
cake baker meticulous in how he hunches
to care for every square inch of the two
now-cooling vanilla sponges sleeping side-
by-side. Others wander in for a cursory
look, but the man stays, watching the
baker’s hands spread cloud-white cream
on the face of one disc and spiced-lemon
jam on the other. Then comes the miracle
work of lifting the lemon-spice jammed
disc and setting it atop the coconut meat
spread, circumferences perfectly aligned.
The baker straightens and the man, having
held his breath, exhales, exalted. From
the kitchen to the display, the baker carries
his newborn child, rests it on the bare stage
between the vanilla-frosting swirl cake and
the strawberry-creme valley cake. Pitying
feet take the man to the new creation, hardly
half the height of its brother and sister to
either side, unbearably plain against the
kaleidoscope of confections surrounding it.
He thinks it embarrasing that such a thing
takes the stage in front of the raspberry-
chocolate carousal cake or the twin volcano
cakes coated in vanilla-peach magma.
He thinks it a service if it were taken away,
so he buys it, has the ugly child hidden in
a box. The cake’s weight is pleasant when
rocking at his side on the walk home, and
there, it is placed on the counter while he
hangs streamers and blows balloons. After,
he sets the cake on the plate with the
spiraling hyacinth design. From the room
over, he brings his waking child in his
arms, her still wiping dreams of giant
robots and daring princesses from her
eyes before exclaiming at the sight of
the celebration of the day of her birth.
By the child, a candle is plunged some-
where left of the cake’s center where
it is lit by the man, and when mighty
pieces are cut, for the birthday girl and
him, each bite is soft and delicious, and
for the two of them, the man hums the
smallest of songs.